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|The human suicidal impulse|
With 85% of human beings having a death wish, we have to ask some serious questions in regards to this impulse. Allow me to cover some bases first.
I am going to look at suicide directly in the eye from a totally different perspective.
I would say that most humans have a nagging feeling that something is wrong but, yet cannot put their finger on the problem. A lot of people feel out of place. Somehow we know that we are not our true selves. Something big is missing.
The reason is that we cannot put into words the cell memory hologram from ancient times. These events happened at a time in our history when we humans still communicated telepathically. Hence, our experiences cannot be verbalized.
This only furthers the schism of our psyches and the cognitive dissonance that we experience. We are not integrated. We are not whole. I mean really, a split brain instead of a whole brain.
What if the energy of our bodies through our cells has recorded every event that has ever happened in our time/space continuum for the last fifty thousand years or more. What if each and every cell in our body has a holographic memory of all of the events for the last fifty thousand years or more. That would be a tremendous memory bank.
What if there existed another holographic memory of all events that was outside of our cells. In some circles this is called the akashic record. So then, let us presume that in fact the akashic record exists in terms of energy, also a hologram.
However, in our dumbed down state of idiocy and insanity, we cannot access this akashic record.
There are some human beings that can in fact access the akashic record. These would include clairvoyants, grand masters living among the human race, shamans, witchdoctors, witches, highly intuitive human beings, savants and some others that I cannot think of at this moment.
In some cases even severe injuries or illnesses could open up pathways to this akashic record.
So then the holographic cell memory is a micro recording while the akashic is a holographic macro recording of all events for the past fifty thousand years or more. Sort of a backup, redundant system of recording.
Near death experiences are a common pathway to the akashic records. I do not recall reading of a near death experience where the people resuscitated and returned to earth life with horrible stories of demons and goblins.
Without exception, all of these near death experiences related and retold by the people who experienced them are of love, peace, and a sense of finally going home. A sense of great freedom. Of lack of time and space. A sense of simply "Being".
However, many of those people describe the human body as a prison to which they are confined while here on earth.
I believe we are compressed light energy, thus we are the darkness that Lucifer likes so much. See death un-compresses our light and we return to our former state of uncompressed light.
I remember dreams of flying when I was younger. Oh the joy and the beauty of being free of the human body was indescribable. I remember great ecstacy while flying.
Death then is described as a happy homecoming. We meet up with all of our previously deceased relatives and friends. I say deceased, but I really prefer the words transitioned, un-compressed or a release.
In this uncompressed state of light people find themselves outside of the confines of time and space. Most people describe this state as one of total freedom and joy at recognizing this state.
I personally had a sensationally vivid dream in which I found myself in the presence of a creative energy that for lack of a better word or understanding on my part I will call, The Energy Matrix of the Universe.
I found myself in the very presence of this energy, but not the earthly “god” Lucifer, but a much larger and all encompassing deity.
This creative energy was singing to me directly in the most beautiful, melodious voice/sound/music that I have ever experienced. I say experienced because it was more than simply hearing it. I experienced it with the core of my being. This experience informed me that beyond any human doubt or thought or belief, that I was home. I knew this was my real home. I experienced this in the very core of my being.
One of the great problems for the human ego is that the human ego believes that in order for something to exist we must first believe in it. In other words, we pat ourselves on the back, and say, "I believe that" and thus we give it existence. We are so egocentric that we think that if we cannot think of something or imagine something, then it simply cannot exist outside of our "belief". We think that the Cosmos needs our "belief" in order to exist. We are in a narcotized state in this 3rd dimension and we believe that this "deep sleep" is reality. Here is an exercise to do. Hang a mirror in front of you. Then take another mirror and hold it up in front of you but have your back to the first mirror. This creates a series of duplicate images into infinity both directions. But these images create a curve. Is this curve created by the time/space continuum? Now ask yourself this, "Which one is real"? And when you answer, ask yourself this, "How do I know this is true"?
The beauty of this experience caused me to start weeping for happiness and desire to remain in that state. I knew that I never wanted to leave that creative energy. Every cell of my body was in perfect harmony with this voice/sound/music. I so desperately wanted to stay in the presence of this experience.
Then suddenly, I found myself in an awake, conscious state back on my bed. The recognition of this consciousness was the ugliest experience I ever remember having. My human consciousness has been a great ugliness for me since then.
It was like two pieces of steel grinding against each other in the most irritating fashion. Much worse than when the metal part of your disc brake pads start grinding on the metal of the rotor of your wheel.
My awake state was like waking up in a great darkness disguised as light. In the bible it is somewhere said, “if the light that be in thee is darkness, how great is that darkness”.
I now understand this passage very clearly.
At that point I remember my crying being an anguished, painful cry. I was truly sad to be in my human state with the type of consciousness as I know it.
I made a desperate attempt to return to my sleep and my dream. I still cry inside when I remember this memory. I miss my home so much. I have desperately been trying to return to my home without much success.
I look forward to the day when I can return to the presence of that creative energy that I remember and long for with all of my heart and soul, with every fiber of my being.
How about if we have a little fun. I fell asleep and dreamt that I was awake. In my awake state I was doing wonderful things. And then I fell asleep again within this dream awake state, and then I dreamt that I was conscious. So then, am I dreaming that I am awake, or am I awake dreaming that I am conscious, or am I dreaming that I am conscious or am I asleep dreaming that I am dreaming of being conscious? Oh crap, don't you just hate it when that happens?
It is well recognized that all religions of the world have a great prohibition against committing suicide. It is considered a great sin against nature and against "god" himself.
Human beings are threatened with eternal damnation when they commit suicide. I venture to disagree with this viewpoint wholeheartedly. Let me see if I can explain my position in a clear, new fresh perspective.
In Revelations, the Christ states seven times, "He that shall overcome, I shall......" and a promise is made by the Christ to not return the person, man or woman, to Earth. For instance, in one statement, the Christ states, "He that shall overcome I shall make him a pillar in my temple, and he shall go forth no more". In Revelations it is also stated that man suffers from, "The Lust of Eyes, the Lust of the Flesh and the vainglory of man". In Revelations it is also revealed that Lucifer is the great Deceiver of the whole world. It is my perspective that Lucifer has created on Earth a Bizarro, Opposite World where everything is reversed and the opposite of what we are led to believe. Keep in mind that linguists who have studied ancient languages have discovered that all modern languages are reversed mathematically, spiritually and electromagnetically.
However, the Christ leaves us in the dark about "how" to overcome, and what is it that we must overcome. The three passions that keep us "trapped" here in this 3rd dimension are the Lust for Existence, the Desire for Existence, and the Craving for Existence.
So then, first, The Lust of the Eyes. Our visual nerves are twenty five times larger than our auditory nerves. We recognize this in the old sayings, "One picture is worth one thousand words". "I saw it with my own eyes". "Show me the money". "Don't tell me, just show me". Man/woman lust for everything they see with their eyes. This 3rd dimension presents us with a smorgasbord of visual stimulation that is extremely pleasing to our visual nerves and serves as an ensnarement, a visual trap. The eyes have been called the Windows of the Soul, I believe that our eyes are actually traps that capture our intention and attention during our waking hours. And naturally this smorgasbord of visual stimulation also causes our cortex to fire an overabundance of thoughts. The goal of all meditation is to cease this thought flow and entire a state of quiescience. That is one of the reasons we are asked to close our eyes when we meditate. Our cortex fires an endless, ceaseless repetition of thoughts randomly. One thought stimulates another thought which stimulates another thought without end.
Secondly, The Lust of the Flesh. By our mere existence on Planet Earth, our flesh lusts for the flesh. Carnal pleasures are extremely addicting to human beings on this 3rd dimension. The touch of the flesh on the flesh among humans is very pleasing indeed. We crave it, we want it, we long for it. In fact, without this pleasurable touch, we die physically and spiritually. That is one of the reasons why sex is so pleasing to us humans. And of course, we disguise this lust for the flesh by calling it "love" or some other "mushy" term to please ourselves. I remember one woman I dated many years ago telling me, "Only my love for you is greater than my passion". She clearly recognized her lust, which I of course enjoyed immensely.
Third and last, "The vainglory of man". This lust is closely bound to the Lust for Power of man. The mask known as our Ego is the source of the lust for power. Once man/woman have taken care of their basic needs, they begin to look around themselves externally to accumulate power props, things and structures that enlarge their sense of "importance". This Lust for Power is an insatiable insanity that humans suffer from to their own demise. The Lust for Power can take a modest human and convert them into a crazed, lunatic craving for Power that leaves them unsatiated at every step of the way. This Lust for Power is the worst insanity that humans can suffer simply because there is no way way to satisfy it. William Buckley once stated, "Power, that is the great aphrodisiac". All politicians that taste of the Aphrodisiac become easily addicted to it and we see their insanity manifest itself in all of their shennanigans on a daily basis.
A friend of mine, ex-military who had killed many men, related to me the great sense of power he experienced many times. According to him, the greatest sense of power he experienced was when he had his "enemy", on his knees, with a gun to his head, and his "enemy" begging for his life, crying, sobbing, telling him about his wife and his children, begging for his life to be spared. He said that was a greater "high" than any sex he had ever had. The real power to take from another man his life, converts us into "gods" on earth. The Power of Life and Death over another is the Great Aphrodisiac. The Power to Dominate another human is also very intoxicating. That is why men love to dominate others in any manner possible, whether it be physical, mental, spiritually, hence religions, through belief systems, etc. etc. Men want to be God. Simply look at what happened to Satan, he would rather reign in Hell than serve in Heaven. Planet Earth is Satan's Heaven. In John, in the bible, the Christ states, "Ye are of your father the devil, and his lusts, it is your will to do". Satans' downfall was his lust was to be God. Men also lust to be "god".
So then, the quintessentail question is this, "How do we in fact overcome these powerful lusts that we suffer from"? If then, all of these lusts begin from our very existence in this 3rd dimension, then it is our existence in this 3rd dimension that we must recognize for what it actually is and then overcome our Desire for this Existence. This is not the first time we humans have experienced the "Flesh" on Planet Earth. The first step is this Desire for Existence. Our Desire for Existence crystallizes our Energy into the material form. Matter then, is crystallized energy. Energy Consciousness has an "innate desire" to manifest itself, it is an insurmountable desire to manifest, energy seeks to express itself into "matter". Once we have experienced the "flesh", our desire for Existence morphs into the Lust for Existence and the Craving for Existence.
In the 3rd dimension we see the dualistic view of "energy and matter" as being opposites. This is totally incorrect, "matter" is clustered energy that has manifested in a specific manner and crystallized into a specific form that meets the needs and conditions of this 3rd dimension. We have been led to believe that "matter" is simply matter. We are all an inherent manifestation of the Energy Matrix of the Universe. This energy is manifested into a specific darkness, that we humans call "consciousness". In scripture it states, "If the light that be in thee be darkness, how great is that darkness". We live in a darkness called "human consciousness" and decieve ourselves into believing that we are so smart and intelligent to the point that we believe that we are "god's" highest creation in the Cosmos. Our Narcississtic Ego absolutely loves itself with no end. Our Narcississtic Ego's self importance and lust for itself is completely insatiable.
This "awakening" on the part of humans puts Lucifer in a very precarious state. While Lucifer detests us, he also needs us here on Earth as microbreweries. Being that Lucifer is the great deceiver of the whole World, it makes complete sense to me that Lucifer through all of his created religions, languages and politics, would want to create the framework where "suicide" or voluntarily relinquishing this fleshly body through our desire to return to our pre-Earthly, pre-3rd dimensional existence, would be condemned and villified by his religions. All belief systems on this Prison Planet are part of Satan's Bizarro Opposite World.
I believe that the key to relinquishing this Earthly body lies in how we do it. If we do it with a sense of freedom, a sense of enlightment, a sense of understanding, a great sense of exhiliration and happiness that we can in fact choose to go home of our own accord, I firmly believe that we can break Satan's stranglehold on our Energy Consciousness. That is why all of Satan's earthly religions have a prohibition against us voluntarily leaving this Prison Planet. We have the "key" to make the exit and return Home, but it is deliberately hidden from us to keep us "imprisoned" on Prison Planet Earth and serving our true creator, Lucifer. All of Satan's earthly religions put massive fear into our consciousnesses about "suicide". We are told that we will spend an eternity in damnation and never be forgiven and all sorts of stuff that scares the daylights out of us.
I believe that when we voluntarily relinquish our fleshly body, we return to a state of Beings of Light, which is our true nature and thusly, Satan looses complete control over our Energy Consciousnesss. What other possible reason could Luci have for creating a world wide belief system where relinquishing our fleshly body is considered anathema? Is not our fleshly body the source of all suffering on the planet, this 3rd dimension? Is not Satan the great Deceiver of the Whole World? Relinquishing our physical bodies or "suicide" as it is called is pupood on by the religions of the world. What does every religion want? What else, members contributing to their financial support and spreading their "religious view". Once again, the lust for the power of Dominion.
The great irony about this false belief system created by Satan is that while "suicide" is prohibited, killing during war is glorified. Let us look at this contradictory paradigm. On average people commit "suicide" as a result of some "loss" that they have suffered. A Loss of Self, a loss of a loved one, a loss of a relationship and these result in a grief and depression that is insurmountable for that particular man/woman. In a depression, humans cannot see a purpose in continuing living. They lose themselves. Their emotional pain becomes more than they bear and they would rather end their lives than continue to suffer. In the case of "suicide", there has been no "ritualistic preparation" for capturing the psychic energy of the release of blood which is what Satan lusts for in an insatiable lust for the psychic energy of Blood.
When humans experience great losses, they also experience a momentary freedom from the Web of Deception of the Matrix. Thus, what we actually shake off is the "Normality of Insanity" that we live in within the Matrix. We also experience the loss of fear of Death. For we see that Death is an illusion. It simply a veil that we pierce and move to the other side. Death is simply a moment of transition, Death is not a permanent state of existence. Death is simply a "de-clustering" of what we call "matter" and a return to a previous condition of pure Energy Consciousness. All of the energy of what we erroneously call "matter" still exists in a "de-clustered" state, thus all is simply energy. When Energy clusters into what we call "matter" it creates a "superglue" that we call or describe as Energy Consciousness. Thru "matter" Energy becomes conscious of itself and manifests the "flesh" thru the innate, inherent, insatiable Desire for Existence, Lust for Existence and Craving for Existence by combining into complex patterns of Energy. Thus when atoms of elements combine into complex patterns, they create a "consciousness of self" of being what they are. For instance, when Na and Cl, sodium and chloride combine, they create the consciousness of being "salt". When two hydrogen atoms combine with one atom of oxygen, they create water, but they also create the "consciousness of being water".
The same thing happens with us humans. When we cluster vast amounts of energy into what we call the "human body", thru our insatiable Desire for Existence, Lust for Existence and Craving for Existence, we create the "consciousness of self" of being human. Thus Energy has always clustered into subhuman creations, clustered into human creations, and clustered into superhuman creations, in a neverending, insatiable Desire for Existence. There is a saying that says, "The whole is greater than the sum of the parts". For instance, the whole of the "consciousness of self" of being "human" is greater than the sum of all of the atoms of elements that make up the "matter of the human body". This is confirmed by the clustering of massive amounts of energy in the form of the Milky Way, and the infinite number of constellations of "clustered energy" called stars, suns, planets, comets, asteriods and so forth. So then, the Cosmos is an entire living, breathing system of Energy, clustering and de-clustering in an endless cycle. Of which we are an integral, however minuscle part. It has been said, the Micro, man, is simply a reflection of the Macro. In terms of Energy, that is correct.
So then, Energy becomes conscious of itself by the manifestation of specific patterns of "clustered energy" that we erroneously call "matter". This self awareness gives rise to the superglue that we call Energy Consciousness, and thus Energy becomes aware of itself by manifesting into clustered energy thru its own insatiable Desire for Existence, Lust for Existence and Craving for Existence. Pretty well takes "god" out of the picture doesn't it? No matter, all men will forever have the need to create their own personal "god" that satisfies their "ego" and sense of self. All men create "god" in their own image.
On the other hand, a "soldier" is ritually prepared to spill another's blood or to spill his own blood in the service of the Satanic, Demonic banking system that fabricated, instigated and conducted the war. A new soldier is put thru Basic Training and then thru specialized training that makes him a well functioning cog of the war machine. His duty is to ritually spill the blood of his enemy or more specifically, the enemy of the Corporate United States banking system, and of course to spill his own blood. Satan lusts with an insatiable lust for the psychic energy of human blood that is spilled in a ritualized manner. All lusts are insatiable. For instance, the United Nations is the modern Satanic War Machine. The United Nations lusts for war and conflict. I will remind you that the word "nations" means serpents in ancient languages. In the ancient cultures that we are familiar with, the debauched remains of once great civilizations, the Aztecs, the Mayans and the Incas, they always engaged in ritualized blood sacrifice to capture the psychic energy of the release of blood for Satan.
Currently, there is a modern ritualized debauched "civilization" performing the ritualized form of drinking the blood of their vanquished foe. The current Roman Catholic Church at every mass ritually drinks the "Blood of Christ" and eats the "Body of Christ". In all ancient war rituals, you drank the blood of your vanquished foe to capture his psychic energy and you ate his flesh to capture his strength. The Roman Catholic Church is the manifestation of the "Anti-Christ" spirit and energy.
If the serpents in fact created us, they have a proprietary interest in us. Plus they have a vested interest in us. Remember that every human being is a micro brewery for human blood. This is a source of psychic energy for Lucifer. So again, human beings are a source of blood, of semen and of breast milk. The psychic energies of these substances are of extreme value to Lucifer and his legion of serpents.
Being that Lucifer is a jealous “god”, it would stand to reason that if his creation, mere man, would choose to remove himself from lucifers’ dominion and control, as well as deprive Lucifer of the psychic energy of blood, semen and breast milk, that it would incense Lucifer into a rage. It would remind lucifer of his two previous failings.
The two previous failings that I refer to are, first, when the sons of the serpents made the mass exodus and flipped off dad, and went to lemuria, and second, when the serpents created adom, in a dumbed down state, and split into pieces, and the acquisition of the earthly traits of love, compassion, mercy, which the serpents totally detested in the earthlings.
Being that every religion on Earth has its genesis in Lucifer for total control of all the worshipping that humans engage in, it makes perfect sense that Lucifer would make it a mortal sin to go against his will and his very existence. Satan needs us on his Slave Plantation:Planet Earth.
Religions, politics and languages are nothing more than the strategy of divide and conquer used by Lucifer since his creation of man. Keep in mind that Lucifer has left nothing to "chance". Lucifer is an other dimensional being with superhuman intelligence, vastly superior to us humans.
So then, our return to our state of Beings of Light, i.e. suicide, threatens the very existence of Lucifer. Remember that murder is prohibited by the sixth commandment. Suicide is not a ritualized murder as war is. Lucifer cannot capture the psychic energy of blood, thus it is a waste and strictly prohibited. Why is ritualized murder in the form of War normalized and accepted as mans' fate, and relinquishing our fleshly body voluntarily as a personal choice, prohibited? That of course brings into focus the idea of free will.
There are several issues that I want to address here.
Why is there such a worldwide prohibition against suicide, when the reports coming in from the other side from people who experience near death or actually die and are resuscitated are universally positive.
Maybe, just maybe, Lucifer is very well familiar with the cell memory hologram and the holographic akashic record. Lucifer also knows that these holograms are beyond his control and domination.
Lucifer has dominated every aspect of human life for fifty thousand years, so let us just admit that Lucifer has a control issue. A wee bit of a problem.
His number one fear is to be discovered and to be exposed for the fraud that he really is, and not the god he claims to be. Like the fat, old man wizard in the wizard of oz.
If death then releases us from our prison body, and we in fact return to our original existence of uncompressed light, what is the down side? What if in the transition to death, we regain all of previous powers. That is to say, what if we regain our other six chakras ripped apart from us.
What if we regain the other ten strands of dna, including our master strand of dna. What if we regain the ability to communicate telepathically. What if we regain our freedom. What if we regain our “god-hood” and fulfill our true nature as stated in the bible, “ye are gods”, as Beings of Light?
Me thinks Lucifer would be very threatened by this and would do everything in his power to prevent this from ever happening.
It stands to reason that Lucifer would not want us mere humans to discover the beauty that awaits us on the other side. Freedom from Satans' slavery. Freedom from Satan's dominion. Freedom from the constraints of "time and space" and "duality" are what awaits us on the other side. Freedom from his great Deception on Earth. Freedom from suffering of the Seven Deadly sins. Freedom from the sufferings of the Flesh. Freedom from our insane Ego, which is Lucifer's pet creation. Return to our original condition of being Beings of Light in our original dimension from which we were captured by Satan. Indeed, that could in fact culminate in a mass exodus of proportions never seen on planet earth. Lucifer has already suffered two failures with his progeny. This third failure would probably finish him off.
Imagine this. One day three billion people of earth decide to do a mass exodus to the other side and take their lives in a non-violent fashion, happy and ecstatic about going home, thus depriving Lucifer of his blood, his semen and his breast milk. None of this blood would be cultivated. Plus lucifers’ monthly maintenance dose of psychic energy would be cut in half or less. Lucifer can not afford this exodus.
Lucifer and his parasitic serpents have deceived us mere mortals into believing that death is bad and therefore a punishment for our sins.
Of course, the parasitic priests would also have us believe that “the Christ” died on the cross for our sins. This obliterates the idea of personal responsibility. What happened to cause and effect and the idea of “as ye sow, so ye shall reap”.
Christ was the biggest proponent of personal responsibility and yet here we have a parasitic priesthood preaching the exact opposite.
On the other hand, if “the Christ” died for our sins beforehand, then each and every believer can sin all of his life since he has already been forgiven beforehand. According to the imbecil priesthoods of the world, you can obliterate an entire life of "sinning and debauchery" in one true contrite moment by asking for forgiveness from "god". Pretty cool huh!
This idea of forgiveness on an “a priori” basis is to assuage the guilt of the parasitic, pedophile priesthood that knows that their homosexuality and pedophilia is an abomination against creation, much like inter-dimensional travel.
Christ was the perfect martyr for this group of parasites. This is a perfect cop-out for these cowards. Live a life of total debauchery and depravity and I have already been forgiven “a priori”, that is to say, beforehand. What an incredibly arrogant, self serving, and egocentric system of belief. Or as I stated above, have one true contrite moment of begging for forgiveness and that erases all of our "sinning and debauchery". Oh, what a wonderful "god" I have. This idea of "forgiveness" obliterates the whole structure of physics, energy, cause and effect, action/reaction.
Homosexuality, no problem. Pedophilia, no problem. Adultery, no problem. Murder, no problem. Lying, no problem. Deception, no problem.Sadism, no problem. Masochism, no problem. The Masons take an oath to protect another fellow mason even if the other Mason commits treason or murder. Ahhh, the Mark of Cain.
Engaging in the seven deadly sins, No problem.
What a cool guy this guy Christ is, I mean, was. After all, the parasitic priesthood of the day killed him.
On the other hand what if earthlings were to discover the trauma and violence inflicted on us by the serpents and Lucifer, their leader. We would know who our true enemy is and unite to destroy him and regain our true status as gods.
Lucifer hates any kind of unity. He thrives on the “divide and conquer” principle. The last time that humans showed any unity, at the tower of babel, Lucifer and his legion of demon serpents interfered and committed atrocities against humanity from which we are still suffering.
We humans would recognize that all of us are victims of the greatest hoax ever perpetrated in this 3rd dimension time/space continuum.
What would the human race do to regain its true status as interdimensional beings capable of great and wonderful things. Oh man, I would do just about anything to regain that status.
However, in order to regain that previous state of being, I would have to abandon this prison, called the “human body”. In revelations chapter 3, verse 12, it is stated, “he that overcometh, I will make him a pillar in the temple of god and he shall go out thence no more.”
In addition, throughout revelations, there are several references to “he that overcometh”.
What do we need to overcome? The lust of the eyes, the lust of the flesh, the vainglory of man and the darkness of Lucifer.
In summary I believe that we are a slave race created for Satan's entertainment and his benefit.
A bit of a challenge, heh!
"I am a Being of Light, beautiful, powerful, bold and superintelligent, I am One with the entire Cosmos, I AM that I AM". So let it be said, so let it be done.
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